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Jesika (Jes). Sixteen. Syracuse, NY. Unemployed. Student. Henninger HS. ♥'s. Green, Music, Rock, Emo, Boys & Girls. Hates. Orange, Drama, Fakes.

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Yet another [29 May 2005|02:55pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Beastie Boys - Girl ]

Yet another livejournal >> xxxloveletters
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star wars quiz [21 May 2005|10:48am]
[ music | Coheed and Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic ]

You scored as General Grievous.

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General Grievous

89%

Darth Vader

83%

C-3PO

78%

Clone Trooper

78%

Anakin Skywalker

78%

Padme Amidala

67%

Chewbacca

58%

Mace Windu

58%

R2-D2

56%

Yoda

53%

Emperor Palpatine

50%

Obi Wan Kenobi

50%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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Friends Only. [15 May 2005|01:56pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | X MARX THE SPOT - Everyday is a Nervous Breakdown ]


You'll have to comment to be added. If you don't have an LJ account, you won't be able to read my blogs. So either, just give up and never come back or just register one to show you love me. Or you can just read my xanga. Please add me first before I add you, or else what's the point.
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Doops. [15 May 2005|10:24am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | stank - weg met facisten ]

Kinda bored, kinda not. This week is gonna be quite fun. Tomorrow, I'm not exactly sure what's going on... but I have a feeling my madre is planning something. Tuesday, We got hockey. WOOT WOOT! Wednesday, I think me and the madre are going shopping. Thursday, STAR WARS! Friday, Dave's Party. Saturday, Me and Aj's one month.

XOXOXO. Yeah. Currently downloading La Mala Leche - Imaginary Love, they are a Venezuelan band that lives in Amsterdam, Netherlands. Which kicks ass because I'm Venezuelan and Dutch... so yeah I love them... the completely rock. You all should go to downloads.com / music and search for artists in the Netherlands... they are amazing. I love them all. Downloading some Dutch Dance and Techno! My playlist is going to kick asses bitches!

Off to go post in my xanga... or something.

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Grrr... [14 May 2005|01:46pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | kill me ]

I wish I had some extra money right now. I really wanna dye my hair, but ugh. I only have a buck+ and that'll get me nothing. Ugh, and I dont wanna bug my madre for cash... cause I doubt she'd give me any. Blah. I need money, like now. If I only had cash control. I can't have like a dollar without spending it. Ugh. Yeah, so now I have to save up some cash for tons of hair dye. Blah, anyone wanna donate like a dollar? hehe.

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Bloop, i'm reallly ah! [14 May 2005|01:33pm]
[ mood | Bloop ]
[ music | nothing at all ]

I'm so bored ugh. I watched a bunch of movies today and last night. Ugh. I totally passed out on the phone with AJ last night. =X I woke up at like 2:34am and I realized the phone was attached to me ear. So I tried to see if anyone was on my line, then I decided to just hang up... 15 Minutes later I wake up because I hear the phone off the hook making some weird noise... So I had to do what I had to do, throw the phone. Ugh. Yeah, then I woke up at around 8/9 watched Darkness. Then around 10 called AJ, and watched The Excorsist the Beginning.

Blaah now I'm here on the computer cause I've got nothing better to do. Ughs.

AH. Love you lots aj.
Yay 5 more days til Star Wars, 6 more days til Daves party, and 7 more days til me and AJ's 1 month. *throws confetti* I'm special.

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Bloop [14 May 2005|01:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | grow 3 music ]

I'm uber bored. Playing Grow3. fun fun. ugh, my brother is going to be here like all day which sucks, but my mom is going to work... blah. i'm so hungry right now. no one is online so i'm even more bored. blah blah. glad people like the new lj layout. i got it from illume i think it's called? there should be a link some where on here to it.... ? But yeah. lots love. <3 ya aj. xo.

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suicide quiz [12 May 2005|06:44pm]
[ mood | Fuck. I'm so suicide. ]
[ music | Ashes - Crazy fists ]

You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from.

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Suicide

100%

Eaten

100%

Disappear

100%

Suffocated

93%

Posion

80%

Accident

80%

Stabbed

73%

Drowning

73%

Disease

67%

Gunshot

53%

Bomb

47%

Cut Throat

27%

Natural Causes

0%

How Will You Die??
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People will die [12 May 2005|06:09pm]
[ mood | FUCK THEM BITCHES ]
[ music | some slipknot ]

Shot gun has my eyes blurry
Just pain, no aim
Is the game i'm playing
Watch your step
I won't bother to look at your face
Get in front of the trigger
It'll be the last chance to apologize
Or else just take your last breath
And all will be forgiven
As soon as your heart stops
And your lungs don't work
I'm not psychotic
I'm not morbid
I'm not anything
I'm just me
With the shot gun in my hands

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new song i wrote [12 May 2005|06:04pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Road Runner Records Demo ]

[Verse 1]
So let me tell you something
You aren't who you think you are
You are a...
You are a...
You are a...
PARASITE!!!
You are a parasite
Sucking the blood out of everyone
Leaving them with nothing
No energy to spar

[Pre-Chorus]
And everything is so real to you
But it's all a scam
You made it this way
Killed everyone away
That cared about you
You are a parasite

[Chorus]
Slit your wrist in peace
The world has gone away
You killed them all away
Happiness is not in your vocab
So cry it all away
Cause you've been lying to yourself
You're not who you say you are
You're a PARASITE

[Verse 2]
Kill you down
Back away and look at your dying body
Suicide so silent
Suicide so deserving
You are the parasite
You kill yourself
You hate yourself
But you never wanted them to know
You aren't who you say you are
You're the parasite

[Verse 3]
So sweet, so gentle
The best kind of death
It was all you
You didn't want to be hated
So you faked your presence
Cause no one wanted you there anyways
Cause you're the parasite

[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]

[Verse 4]
So die away
Die away
Once your dead
Everyone will come back
Come back to life
Kill the parasite
To bring life back
To the world
So it'll be normal once again

[Chorus]

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boop [08 May 2005|10:42am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | She's my sister ]

I'm so bored right now. I spent my morning sorting my cds and stuff. I have like most of them but like 8 in alphabetical order... 3+ CD cases full. But they are all different sizes, I need a new cd case... ugh. So bored so bored.

I got like 100+ songs now on my play list... yay!
Just ate some mc donalds, they gave me a green fork hehe
HOT SEX RIGHT THERE.

ugh bored.

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jealousy [07 May 2005|11:01am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance - Our Lady of Sorrows ]

BANG BANG BANG.
kiss away the pain.

tears never felt so much like suicide before
you break me and you tear me apart
its all my fault though
nothing so amazing can come without bad...
dragging behind it
4.21.05 i love you, but...
are tears really worth the pain?


will jealousy be my death this time around?

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smoking = bad [06 May 2005|05:21pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Incubus ]

SMOKING IS BAD.
that's to brian, from sarah (nuggles) & jesika.

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... *sad* [06 May 2005|05:15pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | WOAH. ]

Where's my ice cream cone go, dammit!?!?!

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today kicked ass. [06 May 2005|05:13pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | I am just an imbasil. ]

i licked arionna boob.
me and amy drank crack.
theres some wierd street clone.
and like. wow. today was crazy.

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blooah [05 May 2005|06:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Commercials ]

Fucking bored. Me and Sarah were kiss'n and stuffs at hockey everytime they made goals, but then Jay got pissed off... So we stopped. I hope they'll be okay. We saw Crystal today... yay! Haven't seen her in fucking ages. Miss her lots. Hockey was fun. =)

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another email. [03 May 2005|06:09pm]
[ mood | Bored... ]
[ music | More Old ROCK ]

gun@distorted-amnesia.org
still also using kisspeach@gmail.com

send me some love letters, folks.

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Bored. [03 May 2005|05:18pm]
[ mood | WTF! ]
[ music | IDK, old rockk. ]

I got home just a little while ago. I was with everyone watching most of them... play hockey. fun fun. arionna and steph were like being crack heads and like asking everyone for cigarettes *kills self* made me wanna puke. i hung out with anita for a bit cause she was walking by. i eventually got cold and i had stephanie sit on my lap while we called arionna a crack head... cause she kinda looks like one... trying to play... hockey lmao.

so not arionna sport. lmao. me, nads, sam and a bunch of people have gym first block tomorrow. me, nads, and caitlin have tennis. we are so gonna peg that dude in the fucking head. he's so fucking annoying. i had to like walk to get the ball every time cause he's an ass and like threw the ball so i'd hit it... but thankfully i didn't hit it a lot after the like 4 roofers. lol once i hit it and it hit the tip of the fence, bounce off, hit the fences again and rolled toward the guy. and another... i was like 3 inches over his head. lmao... and he tried to hit it... and he missed LMAO it was fucking hilarious. hope we have fun tomorrow or i'm gonna bitch like always...

wow i'm fucking cold... where are my tacos? stupid fags. i got little caesers and tacos down stairs... and dr. pepper.... yum yum

now i'm even more hungry dammit! wtf. ♥

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wow [30 Apr 2005|06:41pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Commercials ]

This is horrible... that's so mean! =X

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Utoh [30 Apr 2005|05:21pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Commercials ]

I continued to cut my hair more today ... Now the back is shorter than the front, the front is like 3 or 4 inches shorter. The back, is like a half inch longer than being able to be spiked.

My mom saw it when it was like 2 inches longer and she flipped, she's SO going to kill me, but... whatever I guess.

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